I think I ll keep my slightly bent and damaged finger, thankyou very much!!!!

I think I ll keep my slightly bent and damaged finger, thankyou very much!!!!
Originally uploaded by terry Dixon.

Its been 5 weeks now, since the finger slicing incident....and yesterday I had my first physio apt. It started off quite well...lots of questions were asked and measurements were made.
I think she was lulling me into a false sense of security.
I had to put my hand on a table, palm facing upwards as she started to inspect the wound. Now this felt a bit wierd...someone else touching the damaged area. I have been rubbing cream into the scar every day....but she said I had a lot of scar tissue which needed to be massaged quite firmly.
She suddenly started pressing really hard onto the scar...and rubbing and pulling and pressing and rubbing.....and it was HORRIBLE.
My head went down onto the table....as she carried on!!!! Then I started to cry...it was quite a shock to have my finger moved around so much, after I have been protecting it from anything and everything for the last few weeks.
I ve got 2 more physio apts which I am dreading.
I know its only a finger and its not life threatening...but its been quite stressful dealing with all this.
Slightly bent finger....its not the end of the world is it? Still cant get my wedding ring on though.